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AICIVART   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to AICIVART...   CORRECTON: I was told that my goals and ambitions were un-realistic.
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AICIVART   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

 in response to Anonymous40784...   Thanks. Because i am aware of what learned helplessness is long before now, then i fear the same thing. But because of my being "in the know" of the situation i tried to avoid it with a positive attitude. Yet, then I was told that i was having feelings of grandiousity. That i my goals and ambitions were realistic. This coming from a person who seems to have no drive at all. This coming from an individual who doesn't really stand up for anything unless it is me (it seems). But anyway as you can see, i am stuck between a rock and a hard spot. Damn if i do and damn if I don't. But that is why i pray so a hard. Because although i live and interact with humans 24/7, also; i must admit that humans can be...well...human.

Sadly, people tend to label, stigmatize, and categorize without even the first thought. Being so impervious to all possibilities. And to explore all possibilities could take more time, energy, and attention that any sane person with a life may even have to offer. So, i usually get the responses from people who explore only one possibility and that is one of self. They share with me an opinion of really what they feel of themselves.

How do i judge this much you may ask. Well, when the person only offers me one aspect of an situation as a means to advice then the answer is somewhat biases. Therefore this much speaks for itself. But anyway. Pray for me! Because, as you can see, I need it.

Thanks anyway.
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What's on your heart and mind today?

I just pray that I can pull myself together soon. Being homeless, jobless, and depending on everyone for everything. It sometimes get difficult to handle the psychological aspect of just being completely helpless. I try to have the right attitude and keep a smile on my face. I pray that the Lord gives the trait of Loving kindness to all those who I meet on my quest to better myself. Some people are totally impervious to the feelings of a person who has been unemployed for months. I just wish sometimes people would give me a break. Give me time to put some pep in my step. Motivate me. Pray with me. Instead all I get is zero tolerance for this, and zero tolerance for that. I had a job for 1 day and was fired because I didn't respond to a woman who claims she was calling me. Well, i didn't hear her. She said "yes you did". The bottom line is that if anyone had any kind of common sense or compassion. Who in their right mind would risk losing a job for something like insubordination when they have been unemployed for 6 MONTHS. NOT ME! I feel like this is personal. Can you blame me?
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I was searching for some past friends that really helped me when I didn't even know I needed help. I saw their name online and they had posted an article using this site. I joined this site after realizing that it might be a good idea. This is my first time here. I am just looking to network. The lord is telling me through the holy spirit that I need to keep on the watch. So, maybe I might find someo resources or answers here. Usually, when the lord moves me like this, then I am just walking blindly as he leads my steps. The funny thing is when I find whatever it is then I know when i find it. If you don't have a testimony to give then you probably don't understand. But I pray that some day you will.
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